Dear Journal: 3/10/20

Idk, I’m feeling kinda blank today. This past week has been very hectic for me. I was in a car accident last week and my car was totaled. I was found unconscious and spent hours in the hospital. I was supposed to be at work that night, but was unable to make it for obvious reasons. Anywho, the absence was viewed as a no call/no show and now my job is on the line. My tongue is split open on the top and bottom, and so is my inner lip. It is painful, but I went back to work anyway. I’ve yet to follow-up with my doctor since my hospital visit, so I dont know if I should be back to work already or not. I feel like my life is on another decline. I’m not sure if it’s my karma or not. I haven’t done anything wrong as far as I can recall, but my luck seems to be terrible lately. I dont know what’s going to happen in the next few weeks, but I’m in a very bad space. I just hope some miracle blessing comes through for me. I’m not a bad person, but I can never catch a break. I know things could always be worse, so I try to remain positive and immerse myself in my art. I have so much to lose and I just dont know what I would do if I lost it all. Anywho, I hope you all are doing great and that you’re enjoying life, right now. Sending much love and many blessings to all of my comrades. Catch ya later!

5 comments

  1. ceponatia · 23 Days Ago

    Keep your chin up… I know it’s cliche but it really is all about attitude. I was also in a car accident a couple of weeks ago and it was nowhere near as bad as what yours sounds like but it did wipe me out financially. I’m just grateful that in sobriety I actually HAVE THE MONEY to be able to deal with situations like this. Not ideal and don’t get me wrong I was super bummed when I found out how much it was going to cost…

    We’ll both get back on track though. 🙂

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    • Epic Empire · 23 Days Ago

      Most certainly. Thank you for the kind words and best wishes with situation, as well. We shall definitely prevail. 😌

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  2. seekingdivineperspective · 24 Days Ago

    Our tax dollars at work, huh?
    Did you know that the Bible says if we ask God for wisdom, He’ll give it to us? (James 1:5) This is one of those times I’d be availing myself of that promise. And praying for self-control when meeting with the management. God bless.

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  3. seekingdivineperspective · 24 Days Ago

    Wow, I don’t know who you work for, but I would think since you were in a car wreck and then unconscious, you would be excused for not calling in! – Do they know what happened? If you haven’t already, get a note from your doctor (People do that all the time.) and go talk to whoever is in charge. It could be that they just didn’t know the extent of your accident/injuries. In your situation most bosses would be more than willing to give you a break. If not, maybe it’s time to start looking for another employer.

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    • Epic Empire · 24 Days Ago

      Yeah, I let them know…but, I work a government job and it is completely unacceptable to do a no call/no show. So, I sent them the documentation, but I still have to meet with management. Idk what’s going to happen. I’ll probably be put on a “no absence or tardy” probation.

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